Coulda, shoulda but you probably should have kept me away from that toxicity and it away from me. In other words you should not have ever mentioned my name to anyone e er at any time. Not one person because all that, those people who I was trying to get away from are the reason. I can’t have that. Every single one of them, including the ones at my last job. THAT was bad for me and I am not even sure if you know how negative that experience was. They were all toxic and honestly I didn’t like any of them and not even because it had to do with you but simply because of them. I didn’t even know it had to do with you. I sure as hell never brought you up at any point…

I see you parents friend, your dad’s best friend often. I go there. He knows me, he knows who I am, maybe not specifically what you and I had but for 20 years I am a familiar face. I know that. He might not know what we were specifically but again I don’t know. I would never bringing up. Maybe he does know what we were, I don’t know? I went there about about a month ago maybe more, and he asked me my name. I am there often enough. I told him and I made it a point to note, yeah I’ve been around for a while I know your parents. Your last name. That’s it though. I’ve been around, my name, and I know your family. Nothing else. He remembered my name too, he acknowledged it the other day. I can’t say part of me didn’t want him to go to them with what I said. Last summer when I went there I forgot one thing, it fell off. I went back there a few hours later after I noticed it rolled off and let him know what happened he goes “I knew you would be honest about it…”