i have a feeling of doing something from inside however something stops me and believe me its not laziness!!! its act of my heart telling me everything is alright when its not. ive been diluted several times. worst decision was not to live house when i was 18. i always have excuses ! why is life full of excuses. not blaming anyone but our human endurance and behavior, we are worst than animals.
animals dont kill each other hower we humans do……….. any one saying humans are civilized are wrong we are wrong , we are savages who constantly fight, jelousy being one key factor,