Dear former director of the MSSB,

Please stop spreading ugly crap about me offline and online.

I meant no wrong and never meant to offend you.

I tried to save your daughter’s life. If my HLA had matched hers, I would have donated without expecting anything in return.

I joined the registry to help people like your daughter. If I didn’t care about helping a stranger, I wouldn’t have joined!

I have no intention of contacting you. In fact, I’m afraid of you. I’ve even had NIGHTMARES of being in your house and you coming after me.

I’ve had nightmares of you getting people to do me in.

I just want you to stop spreading lies about me online. I was you and stupid and I made a mistake in contacting you.

I’ll regrett for the rest of my f*****’ life.

But I did try to help your daughter and I’m going to continue donating cells and keeping my HLA on the registry, regardless of what you think of me.

You may say whatever you want. You are rich and powerful and people will believe everything you say.

I will help othersays. “Anyway”.

“Carmen”