I can’t disagree. And that’s right. Evil. That’s just the way some people are. Sometimes it’s the people you never thought of expected could be so bad. Knowing you changed me and the way I look at everyone, people in general. No explanation for why, you don’t even know yourself. I understand. That’s just the way people are, s*** is not always fair. You can’t be anything other than yourself, I should have known better than to get mixed up with someone like you, and been smarter about my own interests for my own good. We were just not good for each other. Actually you were not good for me, you don’t give a s*** how good or bad people are for you and your life. That doesn’t matter, it’s all good or you.
From my perspective, the main reason we can’t reconcile because you are completely indiscriminate in who you bring into your life and who you point out to these people who are also evil, sick and crazy OR they are people that I want nothing to do with. You will never get rid of any of that. I don’t think you want to, and even if you did you can’t and I don’t want any of that in my life in any way. Good for nothing to me. I don’t look at them the same way you do. I personally would not choose them, but we are night and day on everything including taste so who am I to talk about yours? Is not right for me.
You are not stupid, all you had to do was think about what was truly important to you and then literally ignore any and all of that like it didn’t exist. That’s what I would expect. Don’t give them the time of day. Ignore them, stay away from them. Stand by your man if Venus your man. You did throw away someone and deal with one person like that, but it wasn’t them. You made the choice, you stood by what was important to you, and you can’t go back on those choices at this point. It’s not something you could ever fix or change even if you tried. You burned that bridge and it can never be rebuilt.
Because of that and them, I will never agree to reconcile. Never. Maybe if other specific people were never in the picture, maybe, but you made yourself partner something’s I was already walking away from before I met you. You are one and the same for the rest of our lives. I learned to accept that. That is why I seem dead with emotion to you, because I am. I really believe it something that can’t ever be. In have believed that whole heartedly for almost 10 years. I gave you plenty of time, more than enough, way took much time to snap out of it, that time expired. When I quit, that was truely it. I had more than enough and you know that was it no matter what b******* you tell people. You know that was the end of the rope then.