S*** I’m baselessly judging someone for being baselessly judgemental… I’m f****** retarded. I need to stop. Why do I still give the slightest f*** what anyone else thinks? My best friend and parents are all recovering alcoholics and none of them judge me. Im just getting pissed off because its her. I’m Not letting anyone else have the power to ruin my day anymore. Im gonna go get so fucked up I feel like dancing and tell my friends and family how much I love them instead of cycling through spite and self-hatred. God this weed is good.