One more thing T, I think it’s about time I moved on. I’ve wasted 5 years and I’m not wasting anymore time. Since I cant contact you properly, I’m gonna leave a message on this
truckstop bathroom stall wall of a website, a proper sendoff for one such as you.
You know with the new car, and the bills being paid, and my looming vacation to the carribean weighing on my mind, I’m honestly starting to think I could do better than you.
It’s wild really. I was willing to give up everything and everyone for you. What an idiot I was!
I would have told my best friend and my own mother to f*** off just to be with you. What a retarded simp I was! You know, I don’t think you realize what you actually had under your thumb, your loss!
I don’t think I was ever in love with the real you. I was in love with a fictionalised, romantisced version of you. I mean, how could I be in love with you? What is there to love about you? You’re an empty shell of a person who’s only purpose in life
is to seek constant validation for your existence. Do you even have a personality beyond mimicking those around you? You dont have any idea what its like to do battle with crushing loneliness and to be touch starved for years and years, but you will one day, I’m almost certain. Big boy will throw you out like
yesterdays trash once he’s had enough of you and your looks have faded. Thats when he’ll find a new young vulnerable girl to make famous… You never really stopped being a victim, you just convinced yourself you werent a victim, or maybe you just convinced yourself you enjoy it and its worth it. You look like a junkie nowadays if im perfectly honest, and I’m not the only one who thinks so. Whatever, It’s not my concern anymore.
Enough dagger talk. Your life is hard enough as is without me rubbing a revelation in your face before you’ve even had it .Im going to go for now, if you think I’m bluffing, keep an eye on your analytics and this cesspool like I know you cant stop yourself from doing. May the madness take you as it did me.
One last thing, despite everything I once promised you if you ever needed help you could ask me, no questions asked, and I would help you if I was able. I’m a man of my word. BUT, you only get ONE coupon, so USE IT WELL.