I have been with my boyfriend *Murphy for about a month now. I’m not in love (way to early for all of that) and he is an amazing, tall, and very handsome guy! He really does resemble Michael jai white. But lately i have been having hot s***** fantasies about his roommate *Blake. *Blake is tall, has green guys with the rugged good looks of James Deen. i know *Blake is attracted to me and i’m attracted to him too, but i wont act on what i feel because it would be wrong. i really do like *Murphy but these s***** fantasies about *Blake are driving me crazy. *Murphy and i have had amazing s**, there’s nothing wrong, he does it very well. A couple days ago, *Murphy went to class and i was left alone with *Blake. *Blake and are good friends so we were talking about random stuff and the conversation turned into what are turn on’s and offs were and he told me that if i was single, he would pick me up and push me against the wall. kiss and bite my neck and ear. tell me how he would hold me down and f*** me so hard and fast that he would make me shake, moan and scream his name till i possibly couldn’t handle it anymore. and i instantly got turned on because that exactly what i like. he then proceeded to say, But only if you were single and we would have to wait a few months. i don’t know what to do. I’m not going to cheat. *Murphy is amazing and sweet and i would never ever hurt him, but these hot fantasies about *Blake just wont go away. I feel like such a bad person. and don’t act like you haven’t had fantasies about anyone either, shoot celebrities count too 😛
What should i do? ugh, but the way, i’m 19, and they are both 21.
