pretend, pretend, pretend.. Everyone is pretending, i can see it.. their face, their smile and the way they behave.. they do not want to be here.. they are here because they are doing it for the sake of money.. they dont even like us at all.. just pretending they are close to us.. to me, they are consider an outsider instead of relative.. never once in my life, they show any concern to us.. to them we are somebody that is below them.. the reason they are here is because of money issue… other than that, they will not even bother to call/visit us.. i hate it.. and my dad isn’t doing anything about it.. he is an useless, unworthy b******.. pretending everything is ok.. not doing anything.. i hate him.. mother told me to respect me because he is my father.. but is it.. have he done any thing a father should do.. instead he out having affairs pretending we do not know.. he never cares for the family.. he just do whatever he wants and expects me to give him what he needs.. i hate him..