My Dad passed away when I was 3 years old.My Mom had a rought time and dated a few guys over the years but nothing serious.She started drinking and doing sleeping pills. At times she would be around the house in just p****** and a long tee shirt. As I got into puberty and started jacking off I started looking at her in a s***** way. When she would pass out I would touch her breast and even her p**** and than go to myroom and j*******.I would get her p****** out of the dirty cloths and smell them and lick the crotch and j*******. It advanced to the point of jacking off on her p****** on her p**** while she was passed out.She had to know her p****** were caked withdry c** when she woke up.I used her for releif every time she was passed out but never actually penetraated her.She never knew or acted like sshe didnt know. I used her from 13 til 18 when I moved out after high school. I have often wished I had actually fucked her