THIS IS NOT ANOTHER S****** STORY

The events that occurred in my life the past few months have completely transformed my life. Before getting in to the full story below, I just want to admit that I was wrong! Life has changed me, it took me getting everything I wanted to realize that I am not the man I thought I was. Not only has my life and views changed but my wife as well. Speaking from a man’s perspective I CAUTION men reading this to pay attention to minor details throughout my story below, and moving forward be careful on how you approach your relationship when it comes to s**! I use to read, and hear about different s***** activities my friends and their wives would partake in and bring those stories home to my wife. I thought by putting X** videos, dirty articles and sharing provocative conversation with my wife Kelly, would put a spark in our s***** life and help us explore more. Kelly would always write me off and say things like “I don’t want to talk about this stuff tonight” or change the conversation which would infuriate me deep down. I wanted to have that k**** and s*** type of relationships my friend’s had. Little did I know, the more and more I talk to my wife about these s***** experiences and fantasies, I was feeding her brain with this energy and she was slowly growing more and more curious. Which brings me back to the point-“Be careful what you say or send to your partner” be advise that words are powerful and thoughts are like seeds, and the more and more you talk about something we water those seeds within are minds.

Please read my story:

My wife and I went to the Bahamas last summer and met a nice couple there. We’re both in our late twenties. I’m a decent looking guy, played college baseball, and my wife is a slim, pretty brunette who was a cheerleader. We met at college and got married right after we graduated. We both work out and take pretty good care of ourselves. The couple we met, Marco and Maria, were a really nice married couple in their mid thirties and both, especially Maria, were really,really good looking people.
We basically buddied up and spent the whole week together sightseeing, dining, hitting the water,etc. and had a great time.
We were kind of overjoyed to find out that they actually lived in the neighboring town to ours and, like ourselves, had no kids. Marco was born in Peru and Maria was born in Venezuela. Maria looked like one of those Miss Universe contestants. I mean just flippin’ gorgeous from head to toe and immaculately groomed.
We became great friends and started going out to dinner every Friday night, went to some local events and concerts together.
Then one day at the gym, in the sauna, Marco remarked to me that he and Maria had tried swinging before. He said my wife was beautiful and that Maria thought really highly of me. I knew that my wife had given Marco some looks before, checking him out, because he’s like male model good looking, well built and I understand she’s only human just like I was and I’d given Maria quite a few glances discretely myself.
He said they’d done it three or four times and it had really spiced up their marriage. I told him I’d mention it to Kelly, my wife, but I wasn’t sure she’d go for it. Kelly, never wanted to talk about things like this, one 2 steps away from a prude. Even know I never done anything like that before, I was so excited that this could possibly be my chance and Kelly’s a preachers daughter so this should tell you that she never done or thought about this before.
After multiple talks about the possibility of spicing up our s** life when I told her what Marco said Kelly laughed, and said she was so flattered, but told me she didn’t think she could “do that” unless she was really drunk (which was a start, my past conversations have been working in her head). But she said she’d consider it. That weekend we were at another friends house for a party, about a dozen or so of us, and I noticed at one point that Later that night we met up with Maria and Marco, and Kelly was really giving Marco a look over while he chatted with a few friends of ours.
On the car ride home, Kelly softly said to me “Ok. I’ll try it but I’m gonna be so nervous. Are you sure?”
I responded “I’ll be nervous too. I’ve never done anything like that before but, you know, you only live once!! (I was trying so hard to comfort her so she wouldn’t say no).If either of us doesn’t like it we just tell them it’s not for us.”
Of course, I wanted to f*** Maria so badly at that point, being so close, that I’d have said anything to convince Kelly.
The next day I called Marco and told him it was a go. He said Maria would set it up and call Kelly after I told him how nervous she was. Hell, I’d never cheated on Kelly and never would, so I was just as nervous that I might not be able to perform with her in the room.
That Saturday night we went over their home and had a nice dinner and a glass of wine or two by their pool. Then we went into their guest room, a rather large room, where two beds were side by side.
“I’m so nervous!” Kelly blurted out and Marco took her hands and kissed her softly on her lips.
Kelly looked at me after the kiss and I nodded my head that it was ok. Kelly smiled nervously and began to exchange several kisses with Marco. Maria smiled and sat down on my lap, as I sat on the edge of the bed, and we began kissing.
After several moments I heard a sigh, followed by a long and loud moan, and looked over to see Marco kneeling at the foot of the bed.
Kelly was laying back on the bed, her legs draped over his shoulders, and Marco was apparently giving her the p**** licking of her life because I’d never heard her make sounds like that before.
“Oh my God!!!” Kelly groaned, her hands holding onto Marco hands as his face was buried between her thighs. I saw my wife’s eyes roll back in her head and she let out another loud moaning sound, her head turning from side to side, As Maria started sucking my c*** as I laid back on the bed.
“Don’t pay no attention to them” Maria whispered, laughing, but I was unable to look away watching him go down on my wife. I was so distracted by Kelly’s groans and moans that I was forgetting that maybe the most beautiful woman I’d ever be with was on her knees sucking my c***.
“What do you want? What do you want?” Marco demanded of my wife, his voice somewhat authoritative now, and Kelly sat up.
“I want to f***” Kelly replied, looking up at him.
“I want you” she repeated and I suddenly felt afraid.
“S*** my c***” Marco instructed her and, as Maria climbed atop of me kissing at my neck as she reached down for my c***, and Kelly unbuckled his belt and pulled his trousers and briefs down.
“Oh my God” Kelly said softly, stroking his nearly ten inch c***, and she wrapped her lips around the head of it. (Kelly’s has giving me heads twice since we’ve been married and it was awful, so I was in shock)
“I waited a year to f*** you and it’s gonna be worth every minute of waiting” Marco said to her and, to my disbelief, Kelly looked up at him, kissed his c***, and replied “I wanted that too” and resumed sucking it.
This wasn’t what I’d envisioned it being.
“You want it?” Marco asked.
“Oooh yeah I do!” Kelly said softly, in reply, no longer even bothering to look in my direction.
Maria was riding me at this point and I held her a** as she rocked back and forth but I was unable to turn my eyes away from them.
“Oh my God yeah!!!It’s so big!!!” Kelly blurted out loudly, as Marco entered her on the bed from behind. He held onto her hips firmly and she looked back over her shoulder at him and smiled.
“You wanna f*** this c***?” Marco asked slowly thrusting into her.
“Uh-huh!Yes!” Kelly answered ,her b*** propped up and her head resting on her arms.
“Then f*** it” Marco instructed, and I watched as my wife began to rock herself back and forth on his shaft, moaning and groaning loudly as he patted her a** a few times.
Then he put his right hand on her left a** cheek and turned to look at me.
“Oh she’s got a tight p****!” he said, laughing, and Kelly just continued banging herself on his c***. My wife was intensely into it and I was so distracted that I think Maria was at the point of not caring but she whispered “It’s ok. I know most men can react like that. They don’t like to see their wife do that.” and she forced her mouth on mine. But I was obsessed with watching them at that point so I positioned Maria so that I could continue to f*** her but watch them.
“Oh yeah f*** me! Come on f*** me!” Kelly groaned loudly, she had clearly orgasmed and squirt a few times already in just 30 minutes and I was thinking this would be the last time.
“Come on” Marco said, pulling his c*** out and laying down on the bed. Kelly grasped it and began sucking it again as he laid there and she looked right into his eyes as she sucked it.
“Yeah….you want that? you want some more?” Marco asked and Kelly nodded her head.
“I do” Kelly responded and she crawled atop of him, his hands caressing my wife’s naked flesh lovingly, and Kelly kissed at his lips in a way that was tender and loving and made me nervous. They spent a few moments exchanging very wet, tender kisses, his hands on her back and hers on his chest, and then Kelly reached down and inserted his c*** into herself. She kept kissing at his lips and it seemed far too passionate. I’d thought it would be more physical but they seemed so affectionate and intimate that I suddenly felt threatened.
This guy didn’t just have my wife hot for his body, or just for s**, he had her worked up for him as a man it seemed. They were kissing passionately as Kelly rode him.
“I love it!!!” Kelly blurted out as she rode him, looking into his eyes, no longer any concern at all about my presence and she groaned loudly.
“F*** me! F*** me! F*** me Marco!” Kelly demanded as she bounced atop of him, his hands on her waist as she shook her hips and I came as Maria pulled my c*** out.
Maria kissed my cheek and got up off the bed and she left me there to watch my wife ride Marco to her delight. As I watched, I thought about my conversations with Kelly and realized I am not the made I thought I was. Literally felt every single emotion and I admit I was more aroused watching them than I had been f****** a beautiful woman like Maria. I don’t know why.
When they finished Kelly smiled, kissed him several times, and they both kind of laughed.
We went home and, as I drove, Kelly softly said “I want to do that again with them.” adding ” Maybe every weekend.” as she looked out the window.
I replied “Are you sure? I was kind of uncomfortable. Let’s think it over for a while” and as I was about to continue on Kelly cut me off.
“I’m doing it again with them” and she just kind of smiled contentedly as she looked out the window.

These last couple of days have been rough, I can’t even bring myself to f*** her because I know I can’t satisfy her like Marco did. I want to be mad a Kelly but all I could do is be mad at myself. I put these ideas in her head, I let her think that it was ok to explore outside of the relationship and I ended up not being as bold as I thought I was. Usually, insecure people come up with all these s***** desire and fantasies in their head because they are comparing themselves to a person or image that they are not familiar with. X** is fake, these confessions that we read dont always capture all the details. What isn’t fake, is are thought process, if you keep on reading and feeding into the false narrative of things you will make the same mistake that I did. I cannot undo or unsee my wife getting smashed by my good friend. I have to live with these consequences. Whats really even more fucked up, I wanted my wife to be like this, I wanted her to be fearless and down for everything and now that I am finally in this situation it feels wrong.

Be very careful about what you talk about in your relationship, please believe me that the thoughts/conversations/ideas you speak of are looking for you and the opportunities to do these things we come out of no where. Experience is the best teacher and I am sort of glad I went through this experience, because now I understand who I am a person, and I no longer have these weird s***** thoughts. Something changed in me after seeing my wife getting fucked and enjoying it, and without experience Ill still be out here acting and talking about ridiculous s***** fantasies. Do not lose yourself trying to be something your not or create a space you really deep down dont want to be in. My wife is going to want to f*** Marco with or without me now, and I can do nothing about it because I created this environment. I dont want to lose her either but she has become a different person.

Only thing I hope moving forward, is hopefully I can bring Kelly back to me the way she was before all this nonsense.