I’ve been looking for places I could just let what I need to say out. Maybe get a little advice out of it. So here goes nothing….
Instead of boring you with my whole life sorry I wanna talk about something more recent. So my dad is a druggie me and my mom left him when I was three (Im 14 now) he constantly puts me down. He does anything to make me feel bad and still picks drugs over me. How can ssomeone do that to their kid? I’ve never done anything wrong I usually keep to my self well recently things have been getting to me. I tried to cope with tthingsbut instead I self harm now. Once I thought maybe getting drunk would help. It did for the night. So my instant thoughts would to try taking a zanex or two so I got my friend to sneak me some… she didnt think id honestly take them but I did. Nothing help me anymore I just dont know what to do self harm is now an addiction. I can’t stop. I have tried but can’t I just dunno what to do