this is the second dinner invite I shot down from him. I fantasized about sucking his d*** before cancelling last week, but watching him throw himself at every g****** IG (I’m in my 20s, this is a man in his 30s with 2 kids). I just felt like UGH I can’t be clamoring for what’s literally FREE. So I’m ordering sushi tonight, staying home, drinking wine. And hanging out with a new dude tommorrow.