I always feel like such an idiot nowadays. I’m in college and I’m trying to do well in my classes, but everyone just seems so confusing sometimes and sometimes I wonder why I bothered going to college in the first place. I don’t seem to have any more luck getting a job now than I did back when I was still in high school and just feel like my like my life is going to be really terrible and hard from here on out. I have no idea how I’ll ever pay off my college debt and I’m terribly jealous of like 3/4 of my friends because they either have a job or a romantic relationship or sometimes both. I just feel useless and lonely. People keep telling me to keep my hopes up and keep searching and trying my best but I know logically that things don’t always work out and someone always gets screwed. And I feel like I might be that person.
