I tried so hard to love myself and to love my life and to accept everything about me but I seem to never be able to love myself because every time I feel

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I tried so hard to love myself and to love my life and to accept everything about me but I seem to never be able to love myself because every time I feel like I have accepted myself I relapse into hating myself even more for the simple reason is there’s nothing to love or to accept. Then again here we go with a new year of me diving even deeper in the ocean of my mental illness.

New Confession

I was 13 when it happened. My dad said he had some pictures of my mom and asked if I wanted to see them. I said ok. He brought out an envelope full of Polaroids. My mom was completely n**** in all of them. Most of the she was laying on the bed with her p**** spread open. My dad said that since he let me see, I had to take off my pants and j*** my c***. He took pictures of me with the camera and said he would make mom look at them. Kinda crazy but exciting experience.

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