I feel lonely and stupid and pathetic all the time. I feel like I have no one to talk to, and I have no outlets for these bad feelings. Nothing that I used to enjoy makes me happy anymore, and I just feel frustrated all the time. I still have friends, but I feel distant from them, even when I’m with them. I feel like I need to start doing something to replace the binge eating I used to do, but all I can think of is smoking, and I know that’s a bad idea. I just can’t think of anything else, and the longer I go without being able to ground these feelings, the more I think I’m going to start hurting myself. It’s so overwhelming that I want to burn myself or something, just so it’ll stop.
