This morning I gave into m*********** while fantasizing about a romantic fling with one of my female single friends, I couldn’t sleep so I hopped on my computer and started uploading photos and videos of naked women and s** scenes from movies. I couldn’t hold back and I unwillingly let it out and and made a mess of my floor. I spent the morning sleeping in and contemplating on what I had done, but overall it is just a simple truth that I was just venting out a lot anguish during the past month. I am just relieved that I wasn’t doing it in my bed otherwise it would have been a real mess.