What do you mean collecting? I don’t possess anyone of these people. I’m “collection”. You mean “attracting”? I don’t get any benefit from them.
I can’t help what they feel, but they are not good for me in one or many ways. They know it too. If I care I warn them, because I usually know. If you ever do this, you know it’s done right? You know I can’t have that right? Not an ultimatum, not telling you what to do, if I am important to you, you better not ever do this…
They usually do it, and it basically a death blow. I mean what I say. I out it in their hands to look at me and us a d determine if it matters now and also think think ahead. They know that their actions could kill us. It’s either worth it or not, but I’m straight forward too. Nothing is ever a game to me.
If I am friends with a girl, and say we are intimate in ways and I love her BUT unfortunately she is going a d has many many people she is intimate with. Say I need to be alright with that. Maybe despite her having all these people, I am still important to her, but it doesn’t change the way she feels about everyone else in her life who she is inimate with. We are just friends. It would be wrong for me to just back out and not as t to be her friend again. And she wouldn’t be wrong to drop me because I am not alright with being one of the guys in her life. How she feels about me, doesn’t really matter to me if I am one of a long list. Even if I am number 1 of 10. I’m not okay with that, and that her fault.
I don’t get anything from “possessing” these women and I can’t help that they feel the way they do. Collecting them. Maybe I should have been important enough for them to change a few things. I could’ve went out and got another woman pregnant. It wasn’t cheating.
As far as you seeing me as wanting that kind of thing, I’m a collector I don’t get anything from them. No benefit at all from them wanting me more than they do you in fact I only lose. That’s pointless b*******. No substance. I see that notion out of themas a way to stir up someone who does want it but can’t quite have it to blame me which causes me b******* a d headaches. I am not even thinking about it. I have nothing to do with it, and I can’t help what they feel. I’m just myself, as always. I’m proud of THAT. it’s just me.
I am also worthless in a few ways too. Completely worthless. Less than worthless. To the ones you think I possess. Some of them know it too. Absolutely less than worthless. Like I said, I don’t lie, including to myself, I know I’m worthless