Last year, I s******* assaulted my ex girlfriend a year after we broke up. I left the country to go to university, and when I came back to visit, it felt as if we’d never broken up. I don’t know what wen through me, but I roughed her and forced her a little into an aggressive make out. No, we didn’t have s**. I didn’t r*** her. but I think if she hadn’t pulled away and said stop, I would’ve ha s** with her. It’s been a year now and she still has relapses. I’m no longer the p************ I used to be, but I can’t help but feel an enormous amount of guilt. I don’t think I can ever make it up to her. And god knows if she every does anything real dramatic because of me, I don’t think I could ever live with myself. Is there any way for me to make it up? I’m not a bad person. I want to be good. I’m so scared.
Someone help…
