I have finally realized that I am an alcoholic.
I am a young woman, with a great career, and tried to quit drinking: but I am having phsiological responses: Headaches, nausea, bad anxiety…so I can get to ‘day 3’, then I give in and have about 6-8 beers. This is my pattern, 2 days without alcohol, then 1 day of ‘catch-up’.
I am angry, that this ‘shouldn’t be me’: I did everything right in life, and had a great upbringing. I want help, but I don’t want to disclose it to anyone, for fear that they won’t understand, and judge me.
So I don’t know how to proceed…
I just don’t want to have it in my head all the time, fighting it.
