I am in a happy gay relationship … we are both emos and self proclaimed cutters for pleasure sake. He cut me, I cut him. My boyfriend and I have been together about a year and we both are decadent cutters. Recently, we cut each other while dipping in some foreplay love gel. It felt exhilarating, more painful than if I had done it myself. but in a sick way I felt loved. I don’t know what to think of this or US.Now that it has happened, it’s a memory as casual as any other.
Is this a sick relationship? Were normal(ish) and make each other very happy self milling and experimenting with cutting or severely scratching skin, burning or scalding , hitting or banging head, punching things or throwing body against walls and hard objects, sticking objects into skin, intentionally preventing wounds from healing, swallowing poisonous substances or inappropriate objects. but he is now talking having a MILLING PARTY on Halloween… and adding some REAL vibe to it…
suggesting trying a wide variety of different operations and machines, on heat scales from small individual parts to large industrial equipment, heavy-duty gang milling operations?
this is going to be THE BEST HALLOWEEN NIGHT YET! but should I talk this over with my milling therapist, or ask her to come along to supervise us incase we go too far?
