Not sure what to put this under, I guess its a question. So here goes.

If it were real, and its really irrelevant at this point…what was it about me, in person, after two days that you would start sleeping all day to avoid me, and then bring in big bird to stir up some drama? (Leaving out the part about my s***** orientation, and my history of r*** and s***** trauma that obviously made me uncomfortable). What was it about me, specifically, that was off-putting enough to cause that 180, and/or never want to see me again? Im not asking to guilt, manipulate or beg you, at this point it is what it is….I guess what im trying to figure out…is how to be more pleasing and socially acceptable so this doesn’t happen again with someone else in the future. Since its impossible to have this conversation privately I guess I am somewhat asking for your input.
If I am a defect, can you be more specific as to how I can be less of one. I guess this is open for public comment. I dont care if you are mean, if its actually something tangible i can work with. In other words “kill yourself” is of no help unless you can provide some specificity as to how. Same with the ‘how to be less of a fucktard loser” thing.