Because of self harm, anorexia, depression, anxiety…. I know there’s so much wrong with me, and I know these things are meaningless to you, but I beat them all. Without medication. And self harm is my most recent one. I hope my blood never runs again… I may be free now, but inside I’m scared, torn, and broken. I had anxiety attacks daily, and those made me cut, but I couldnt tell anyone. No one ever knew I had these, and no one ever will. I still struggle, not with the cuts, but the scars. I’m so afraid! I think about cutting all the time! When I’m at school, people don’t say hi to me in the hallways like I do to them. I dont even really know half those people, I just love to do it. It makes me happy to show people how nice I am. ( you know, compared to the other girls ) but I always think back to myself, that if they knew, they would be the ones saying hi to me instead. It’s like they take me for granted. I should just kill myself, to show them how much I was hurting inside. I wish they’d find all these secrets I post, so they’d know how much stronger I am then they are. Please, a simple hello is all I ask. Maybe a hug, I just want someone to know….
Ps, im twelve. Ive posted alot of secrets but i don’t know if you saw them…
