Most of my relationships have been detrimental to me.
The other always a cheater or liar, or immature.
I finally fell for someone, but I cheated.
I never admitted guilt, even when I got what seemed to be a second chance
His suspicion never waivered
and he couldnt love me past it
Now here I sit alone,
and guilty.
I deserve the pain, I know I do.
I was selfish to even try to win you again,
when I of all people know,
a broken heart never loves the same.
I am sorry, and I will always be paying for my mistake.
