i think i kinda mean, i snapped at who makes me angry or being a busy body. i just blurt out my thought. i just say everything whats in my mind. people think im mean. they see me as a girl who have a perfect life, perfect family, good grades, good sense of humor and all the good things. little did they know that im adopted. i knew that since i was kid and now im 17. my parents said they love me but i dont know… i feel like i dont get enough love. maybe its just me. i had a younger brother. i dont hate him but i dont like him either. i also have an elder sister. we are 13 years apart. hmm about her, i think i will love her of she throw her ‘b**** always right’ behaviour. i had no idea who is my biological parent. i feel unwanted. i feel like everyone hate me. i lost my bestfriend when i was 14. i started to cut my wrist since i was 15. right now, i feel like i want to cry all of my heart out but my tears just won’t come out. its been like this for weeks