I don’t see your other comments lily i was with alysha and she showed me. I cant see good comments or bad or anything. I know what I’ve done wrong I realize what I did wrong I hurt from it. I even told you you weren’t my second choice, I told you I waited that week or so giving myself time and everything just so you’d know I wasn’t coming right back to you. And I want that lily. Okay if you didn’t wanna contact me before and you meant that voicemail but now? I been wanting to fix things with you because I don’t like not being in eaxh others lives I hate it. I have to change. Your not in my life right now and I’m changing I’m doing my best but in the end I hope I get to show it all to you always and i said that. I said I prayed one day. I have never even said only my Fckn side. Everybody loves you. I talk about you all the time. I talk about how I FUCKED UP and all the good you do for me and that I was wrong and everyone knows that. Some of the times I’ve texted you I’ve even asked alysha to help me and she always says lily is right. I don’t know how bad you wanna see the good in this because you’ve made it so so clear you just don’t want me in your life you’ve said it over and over to me when I just try and fight for you back. Please let me just fight for you back. I hope tasneem will tell you to talk to me because I genuinely miss you so so much and I just wanna talk to you even if it’s a five minute conversation. I’m sorry I felt as though you weren’t recognizing it because I understand that it’s not easy to after the things I’ve done but I try so so hard lily. I’m glad you addressed this post because even if it’s not directly i talked to you and missed you. And no I haven’t been tryinf to move on I haven’t been doing anything easier nothing is easy about this I’m still here waiting and I will be. If you don’t wanna add me on anything yet or whatever it is okay I understand just call me sometime if you can. I’ll always answer.