What the hell are you talkng about?

I can tell you from experience, if a women I know doesnt like me, chances are very good I dont like her either, and it has to do with her peraonality, her way of tbinking, being, her taste, and maybe even her looks, which based on the first 4 non superficial s*** I judging her on, is probaboy not very fuckig attractive. Tattoes, masculine s***. I have no time for that, but at least I can be civil and toerate it if Im forced to be around it. I am mature like that, like a job situation for example. Likely about mid 20s, and just not my cup of tea. Not that I ever drink tea. A typical mid 20 something and not what I would call “cool” it wouldnt be my crowd if we were the same age. She hangs with pirple hairs and queers, and swears, talks like a man, is masculine… we will not like each ther. To me, they might like me, but I see them as lame, s*** music taste, not physically attract, stupid in the beliefs, everything about them s****, so its not really a big loss to me. I dont care.

I know many women, all ages, they know me too, even if they started looking at me as a “typical male” all they need to do is get to know me, it doesnt take long, a mo th, 3 and once they do… I’m confident I have quite a few women out there who know me and love me in one way or another. Usually at all times. Thats me though. And if I end up liking them, shes going to feel certain tbings for the rest of her life. Lord help her, she can leave, but she is never forgetting or getting over it. Tbats just how good I am.

And at the sme time, I’m not a man who really cries or questions why, it doesnt eat me up, I dont lose sleep, I dont care and I tbink thats because like I said, I have plenty of good women on my team. If there’s a woman out there with a problem with me, even if she is just simply rude to me the only time I ever happen to run jnto her, I’ll never see her again so who cares? But the problem is her not me, and its not even that I cant even really argue, I dont like her either. We are just not each others type, we’re not on the same page, headed in the same direction. Its just one of how many women in this world.

Key though, women and s** are not a main issue in my mind. I have quite a few things that are way way ahead of that. Its nice, but its not something that’s eating me up inside. I can take it or leave it. I am not desperate for human contact.

I dont know about you guys, I am definitely not begging a woman for anything, especially answers. It’s her, not me.