i missed you a lot today it’s only 2 and i can’t text you. i’m sad but the more i hurt from my actions the more i learn and that’s what i wanted to show you. i really wanted to tect you today but i don’t think u wanna hear from me and youd jusy be mad at me for interrupting you again. i wish u didn’t wanna move on from me. i’m doing my best to figjt it for you. just don’t go too far please. please be here. i know i’ll be talking to you soon again. i posted a few things here yestedday to get things off my chest. i wish i could’ve said it to you though. i wish you’d talk to me and work things out. everytime i start overthinking about things there’s always some sign that reminds me you and i will be okay but i’m scared it’s a lie. it’s the second day without texting you i decided i’m gonna give u a few days and i hope im not too late by then but i want to prove something to you with this. so please wait and please please don’t go on too far, i’ll be back and im sorry. my goal isn’t to move on from you but it is yours. sometimes people need space but i’m scared you taking yours isn’t going to end well. but the more i think like that the more true it becomes. that’s why i have to think positively, the negative things do nothing but make it worse. i wanted to show u what i said yesterday on here late at night like 3am. i wanna talk again i miss you so much but this tome is hopefully for the better and maybe you’ll try for once to look in my pov i hope