everyone tells me i’m pretty. “you have pretty privilege,” or “stop worrying about how you look. you have all these boys who like you and you still think you’re ugly?” yes. at the VERY LEAST i’m painstakingly average. i have so many insecurities. i’m barely self confident. i have no motivation. i’m not depressed, nor do i hate myself, i just feel bad. i don’t deserve this “privilege” that everyone is saying i have. i constantly have people jealous of me and i know that sounds self-absorbed, but i hate it. i never want anyone to be jealous me, or vice versa. idk man, i’m just rambling on at this point but, whatever. have a nice day😔❤️
