im always here for you, thru thick and thin. listens to your rant and stories. but did you know that i was feeling lonely? i started to feel down, i wanna end it all, i started cutting my wrist, im having a hard time…and…you werent there.. you werent listening. in fact, no ones really there, not even me. i feel so helpless i cant even be there for myself to pick me up. have you thought of me.. the way i thought of you? thinking of you at 3 am wondering if youre okay, if youre doing well, i genuinely care but you simply dont. are we even friends? or am i just your listener? one tap away to cure your loneliness. what about my well being? what about us? you only care about you and you left me behind when things gotten better. it feels as if i care too much. never have i felt so alone, been hiding it away for a very long time but that doesnt change anything. this isnt even a real confession but i just have to let it out. i checked up on you all the time..willing to help with all my might. youre fake and s*****. what makes it worse is that i know for a fact, even if you treated me like s*** most of the time, but you come running to my door asking for a help, id still say yes.