my father and mother were both s******* abused as children as was I by an extended outer family member.

my father was at work and someone spiked his drinks (alfie, a football player)and my dad was found collapsed…he really should have been on a pension after that because he was never really right again. he lost his job not long after.

around the same time I was s******* assaulted by my great uncle and that was when he was sent down to give money to my father but would not unless I had s** with him and he tried to r*** me. I collapsed at school after being bullied and bashed and abused by the Martin sluts.

what is going on here?

I went to a psychiatrist but the child s***** abuse was never raised. I was still under the idea that I would be blamed for it all and punished, he had brainwashed me so much the fear was that he always installed in me is that I would be punished and to blame… BUT OF COURSE THE FEMALE ALWAYS IS!

something does not sound right here.