you keep that fucken dickhead who did my ultrasound echo-cardio graph the f*** away from me…he was a pervert and not worth my time … my doctor says I am using the smallest plastic forceps but it is still painful … for my v***** and I cry out in pain just remembering those f****** steal ones that make you bleed. I am traumatized every time.I had to have a inner vaginal swab and test today f*** I hate those f****** forcept f****** things … they put a bit of lub on them and shove them in and it makes me cry it is so painful… they are too big for my v***** … I fear them like nothing on earth… one time I had it done and it was a mental one and I cried in pain like nothing on earth. I hate them. and pap smears I always bleed. so I am sore tonight.
