13 years
x
306 Views

My best friend has been going out with this girl for about two years now. As I get closer to her more I feel strong feelings for her. She’s kind of a crazy girl with a lot of baggage and huge daddy issues. Her boyfriend is an extremely intelligent man who lives in a 2d world. This bothers me because hes so rational that he misses the point sometimes. Hes a man when it comes down to it and I respect the s*** out of him I really I do. But his girlfriend walks all over him giving him hints on that fact that he needs to be more of a “stereotypical” man and he doesnt do s*** about it. I guess I kind of admire his lack of desire to be anyone but himself but than my feelings get in the way.

I picture myself having a secret relationship with her where we both acknowledge we are the alphas in our respective relationships. I see myself taking her out on secret dates where I wow her in the ways her man quite possibly cant. I dream of ripping her clothes off and making love to her the way he never could and finally giving a her a nice long passionate kiss right before she walks through the door to see him.

I have no ill feelings towards him I love him for who he is. But I feel such a strong sense of attraction to his girlfriend that it bothers me. I wont act on it, I never will, I refuse to do something so hurtful to someone whos been so great to me all the time. But I actually get scared when I think about how hes going to the military and what happens if he doesnt come back? If hes away for a while will I hollywood it up and “take care” of his girl for him while hes gone? It hurts when I stop thinking about it and realize that Im thinking about it and I dont want to have those thoughts.

New Confession

I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

Related Confessions