Reading these from the others who have had such toxic souls of friends and family is like salve to my heart and soul. Misery does indeed love company it seems but more than that, being so alone with such emotional pain from all the endless lifelong abuse can ultimately be quite hideous. And even though you know in your heart it was not your fault and you realize it was all their sick fault, it still hovers around you like a dark fog. Things hit the fan a couple of years ago for me when I was hit with a major financial tsunami that left me wiped out. I was forced to face the cold hard fact that every single person in my family and friend lists were toxic and losers. No one wanted to help me even though it was the first time I had ever asked for any help or any kind. I found myself utterly alone, driving up and down the highway with no place to sleep and no money. Divine intervention saved my life and for many months I’ve been hitting bottom and realizing how sick everyone in my life is.
