Just be patient with me okay? It was hard to lose you again. I promise to move on. Kinda difficult in the absence of communication or closure. You wont allow it 🙁 I really cared about you. To drop me so quickly and never look back shows you didn’t. Just do me a favor, don’t upend my life again. If this is your choice, it needs to stay that way. I don’t want to finally heal and then you pop up 6 months , a year later. You lack of mercy and abandonment has literally caused so much grief and again and again. Please if its your decision I am not worth the time to treat like a human being, leave it that way. No more yo yo, I beg you. I can’t . Its been two months, if you are truly so busy with others you can’t spare a response just leave it for good. I deserve to be on hold like that when I miss you so much. I want someone to care back. I love you. I hope its possible in the near future but if not I accept that. But you’ll have to be patient with me too, with the overwhelming grief and pain this has caused and repeatedly.
