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my cousins had s** on the kitchen floor and they yelled at me, made me afraid and in fear when I was 4, in 1975. I REMEMBER THEN YELLING AT ME TO NOT LOOK AT THEM AND TO STAY BEHIND THE BENCH WHILE THEY FUCKED ON THE FLOOR WHILE BABY SITTING ME. I WAS SO SCARED I WET MY PANTS AND THE FLOOR, THEY YELLED AT ME MORE AND FUCKED AND GROWNED AND GRUNTED LIKE ANIMALS. I SHAKED IN FEAR AND STARED INTO SPACE FEELING STUPID AND AFRAID, THEY HAD A PARTY THERE AT NIGHT AND MADE FUN OF ME AND HURT ME, I WENT TO CORNER IN THE LOUNGE ROOM AND WANTED TO BURY MY HEAD IN THE WALL IN SHAME AND FEELING DIRTY AND BAD AND S******. THEY STILL TREAT ME LIKE I AM S****** … THEY TRIED TO DROWN ME SO I WOULD NOT REMEMBER THEY MASTURBATED ME AND O ONE WANTED TO HELP ME. THEY WANTED ME TO LIKE THIS MAN SO HE COULD ABUSE ME MORE, THEN TOLD ME TO STOP LOOKING AT HIM. SO I HAVE. I HAVE NO FRIENDS, AND WANT TO FIND SOMEONE NEW TO LOVE ME. THEY TOOK EVERYTHING SPECIAL AND BEAUTIFUL FROM ME. THEY STOLE MY YOUTH AND THEY ARE UGLY. THEY CALLED ME UGLY BUT THEY ARE THE UGLY ONES.

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I played with my mom’s bod during my high school days she was all broken back then her parents died one after other in the same year after that my dad cheated on her and we left him to live in her parents house there I used to blame her for our situation and me frustrated would always end up arguing with her untill she gets into tears and accepts her defeat that made me felt bad later but the same would happen again after a day or two one after another argument made me felt as a superior male over her in the house that made me felt as a dominant one over a broken submissive female that soon made me want to get her ready for reliving my frustrations or for accepting me as a mating male in bed, as I kept winning such arguments frequently making her in tears surrender, one night i went into her bed late after she got asleep I and crawled under her blanket for the first few times I tried groping her I use to grab her b**bs she woke up scold me as I’m yours “fu**in mother you idiot” and go to the other room this happened alot of times but with every night I played more with her b**bs and then pinching and pulling her ni**les one night I slid my hand into her p*n*ty and rubbed her c*it as she tried getting up I grabbed her with the other are and my legs around hers she tried hard but I kept on moving ahead with what I was doing soon she got so wet she covered her mouth with her hands and started crying I could clearly feel her getting swelled up down there with every passing second more slippery sticky stuff coming out while she was in tears crying with one hand on her mouth and another one trying to pull my hand out but I kept f******** her roughly until I felt her cl*t pumping on my fingers, she cu**ed with shaking org**m. Right after that I left her she got up and went to the other room.

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