i am in a situation i am in my 40s and help a much older neighbor out with her housework and yardwork since her husband died a few years ago. she is always nice to me but does not have much family and friends and i think is lonely for the most part. i was cleaning up her yard saturday and walked in her house and caught her m*********** but she was covered up so i did not see anything but i seen she was embarrassed so i took off my clothes and masturbated beside her on a couch. as i was she locked her door and closed her blinds and was smiling. i finished and she said thank you. i sat in front of her totally n*** and we chatted about normal things. she never touched me and i never seen any n***** with her. i left thinking i crossed a big line well this morning as i was leaving for work she said hi and after my wife left before me she asked when am i going to see you again? she is probably 25yrs older than me but i think that fire still burns and honestly not sure if i should or not. i think she is lonely and i think she is a great kind woman but just not sure if it would benefit her or hurt her? she has held her age good i mean she is not bad looking at all but i like it that she only watched sunday but not sure if having s** is a good choice?