then I met special little joycey… she had been friends with special little louise and special little brigette.

well that was when everything twigged in place for me.

they also knew special little Diana!

what a wonderful little play ground for these little people to stir trouble in!

ITS NOT EASY BEING SPECIAL!

OtherI had a few leaches in all through my life…

lets call them special little louise and special little brigette…

yeh these two sluts where born f*** dogs who would literally f*** the guy they knew you liked in your face to try to make you jealous. well, it didn’t work for long before I would move on to something better.

I had heard about little special louise meeting little Robbie who had been in and out of jail for all kinds of offences by a friend on social media, she too had been burnt like me.

I was the s****** ugly m*********** ugly dog, while these whores fucked their way into the gates of heaven but when ever it soared due their leeching they would blame me and say they had seen the gates of hell. I some how doubted this if it could equal my own hell I never disclosed to them, as they were so wraped up in their own lives talking about themselves and their hurts incestantly for over 20 or 30 years every get together we would he the same old pity stories of them with broken hearts and broken cunts and broken lives, but they always seemed to have friends falling off their arms and heaps of s** and heaps of invites, heaps of money, heaps of dicks to swing off, heaps of parties to go to, heaps of confidence and ego, heaps of pretty clothes and cars to flash around in, heaps of talents to show off and get social gratitude out of.

I realize that each time life was unfair to little special louise she ran to her small and useful aunty … yes, little special louise knew how to s*** uncle johnny and aunty Margie in with her little poor bugger me stories about how some new husband had broken her heart again for the 7th or 11th time while she was secretly prostituting her way through university and husband after husband to give her the most beautiful weddings and babies and poshy designer wear clothing every month … the cat walks and the cat calls of that girl she must have attended to stay on top of all her relatives.

little special brigette was much the same in that department as little special louise, they both would come to parties my parents had on for our dying aunty and each time toasting a new acquisition and conquest of s***** devouring and gratifying s***** trimphs over me as the ugly nun dog.

yes I seen the s** romps of little brigette with men at parties and the way they walked over other girls who were often prettier but just more modest or shy to go up to the guy anyway.

little special louise had babies and sucked off the sympathies of others with each broken marriage. Little special brigette had devoured her best friends over and over for every d*** she could and also destroyed friends reputations and careers so she could always remain on top.

I spoke to this friend of little louise and she told me how little louise had met little Robbie after being in jail. we had quite a lot to talk about comparing notes about their leeching ways.

I have since parted from special little louise and special little brigette and I hope I have left a unforgettable trail of broken hearts in the process.

I don’t think once little special louise or little special brigette ever noticed how they took and took and took and just seemed to have no capacity to recognize that anyone else needed a thing but them.

their beautiful lifestyles, their beautiful wedding days, their beautiful careers, their beautiful acreages and their beautiful bank accounts …

so I left special little louise and special little brigette and made them stay away from my family, to stop sucking off my mother and father and stop taking from me what was mine, to stop taking every man from me, and every career and every sense of selfhood.

I walked away empty handed deliberately and started to rebuild my life ! and I will never look back to them and their selfish conceited ways.

I met a few special people… special little rena, special little Elizabeth, special little BIG HONKA BONKA SUZY… who flirts with men while she is old enough to be their grandmother!!!!