if you hang around my relatives you will know tears, failure, rejection, mockery and betrayal… that is all they ever did to me. I can’t tell you how many times I cried being abused by them, being walked over, being made fun of, the s***** demeaning as a child and then it continued into my adult years as well.

few could beat the s***** superiority of my relatives!!!

unfortunately they see everything as a competition and I avoid that mind set, and those sorts of people very deliberately. political people as most are full of b*******.

I don’t mix with sports people for that reason. I avoid entertainment people because all they have ever done is abuse me.

I keep to myself a great deal and used to avoid speaking ill of people but for my diary.

they have taught me something alright. but one thing I will never forget and never go near them ever again.

I told them to have the lot!