You getting angry….

Same thing you hear me saying to herx, goes for you honey. I am blind. If you’re getting mad because things are hurting me, that’s the whole thing here. It seems like I have plenty of people who love me, but I haven’t seen any in years. If you are pissed for me, maybe you see something I don’t its hurting me and it bothers you, maybe we know each other, I don’t particularly want to know what your seeing that I can’t, it’s worrisome to me, but I think I would rather have you come here and give me a hug and lay with me for a bit, talk about life than have you love me from a distance. Step up, talk to me, we can hang out, we can do things, I’ll get some food, we can have a few, smoke a few, whatever, I need some love like right now. The real s***. I say names, I am talking to women out there, I am not attached and I can’t even tell if it’s love or hate directed at me half the time. I don’t want to know what you know that makes you mad, I really don’t, Im blind, but the stuff I do hear hu s me, so just come here and give me a hug. I would not judge anyone for anything if what hurts me bothers them. That’s love. And you better believe if you feel that strong for me, it’s a sure thing it’s right back at you. I know this because there is no in between with me. If you loved me then I knew it, and I feel the same as you. It might not seem like it, but that’s only because I believe you moved on with your life long ago, you have everything you need, and I’m just a memory to you, because I never took the initiative when I had the chance. You moved on.

If you were a few people in particular, say we knew each other when we were Kids, and I see you are pissed at what’s going on with me, honey, you F****** know I love you too, more than ever.