Not too many people are good enough for her.

Hell I would fear her now.

I wish it was different and I wish I had done more and she had given more and been a gentleman enough to keep myself under control and let her go, but I fell right on my a** in love with her and part of it for me was how beautiful she was and I acted like a grade A loser, so she bailed. I lost her though, there was no fixing me that would bring her back.

I don’t feel like I’m hot to her, now. Im insignificmant other than being old school. I had the blessing and curse of meeting her that young, then. I think I’d be afraid of her now and for me it’s the number of people and the type she attracts. I couldn’t handle it She also knows how to do damage and is absolutely willing to put the energy into it, but nobody will ever get it worse. She kicked the s*** out of my head. I’ll never be the same.

I probably got my a** kicked harder than anyone by her ever. She is also likely a different person now than when I knew her, and I dont believe Im good enough either now, at this point especially. I used to think I was the king, she loves and is attatched to me more than anything. I’m sure she’s experienced things that are better by now.