Well I don’t know about the other guy, but if you feel the way I think you feel about me, us, where I am now, I’m not trying to be needy and I wouldn’t be, I have learned a lot and I am not saying I won’t try myself, I’ll leave it all to you, but if you need me for anything, I would do my best to be there for you too. I’m just saying if by chance you want another chance with me on whatever level, maybe you regret, maybe I’ve said things that make you think I’m hard headed and done but what you feel is real, you care for real, what you see upsets you, I am willing to let you in and try and I don’t expect things from you. I wouldnt want you to think that. I’m not that bad off, I could also still have some fun and treat you better than I did before, while I make some changes and sacrifices that need to be done. Especially with certain changes, more than enough. It’s not that bad, it’s probably better than it looks, I’m not sure you can see other things. I just need to get on them.

I think you can help me in ways that would be easy for you too though. Maybe I’m wrong, but I think.