I’m a straight guy but sometimes I m********* to gay p***. I do it quite a lot and I worry I am actually gay. I would love to have s** with a man, and do everything s***** with him. I often fantasise that I’m in a relationship with a man I know, and we sit in our bed together, and he tells me im cute, and that i make him h****, and then persuades me to give him a b******. So I s*** his c*** for a while and I love having it in my mouth. I really go crazy doing it. I don’t care about anything but making him feel good. So I throw caution to the wind and let him f*** me b*******, d********** on the bed, up against the wall… anything he decides. He’s kissing me and I’m kissing back, moaning with delight. I love the feel of having his hard d*** in my a**. It’s too much to think about and I c** all over the place, and let him come inside me, then we kiss until we’re tired and fall asleep in his arms. But then when the heat goes away the thought disgusts me and I gawk at hot girls and j******* to hot women. It makes no sense!