To: “I want to die. No one loves me.”
Please, believe me when I say that you’re worth it. And please, seek some sort of professional help, or support from friends, if possible. Seeking help doesn’t make you weak. It shows that you’re willing to try, and willing to help yourself. And you deserve a better life. I am so incredibly sorry that you have to go through such things. If I, personally, can be there for you in any way, contact you in any way, please do let me know.