No, it’s dead…. it’s been destroyed. Some things you know and it’s too bad, but that’s what happens when people aren’t just straight forward and honest, and throw in too many people who think they know what’s going on or it’s none of their business or they’re steering things in the wrong directions. I could never reach out to anyone, as far as “waiting”. There’s not a single person I have ever known who should ever expect to hear from me again as far as me reaching out. I have no intention. I’m really iffy about things like especially relationships that I felt were mine, but they feel confiscated. Dirtied. I can’t go back to that kind of thing. It’s just the way I am.
Haha! I look at pretty much every single bit of my past like “yeah, it could’ve been good, it started out great but it’s blown to fucking smithereens…” which actually makes me laugh maniacally out loud TBH.