To: I feel lower than dirt
I know how you feel. I feel worthless all the time. I have this amazing friend who is so supportive. I never tell him how I feel because I am too afraid. I am afraid that he might get bored of me.
But, how about you think about this: if you learned that your friend feels worthless, wouldn’t it make you so angry that they feel that way? Wouldn’t you do everything you can to make them feel better? Would you get bored of them?
Talk to your friend, try to. If they are truly your friend they will understand. Don’t keep all this sadness inside of you, you deserve to vent. You deserve the space you’re taking in this world and you are not worthless.