I am talking to you KC.

You better hear me….

And that goes to show you what a really good manipulator you are too. You are really smart in some ways. You’re a dangerous person. You really are. You actually have me believing any little thing you may have “tried” over the last few years was for show and you don’t really give a s***. I actually believed this for a second. What it really is is aftre this long you know there is no one out there like me. Part of it is that. The thing with you though, you are not like me (in many ways) but in one way in particular. I think you’ve always had some mental issues and who doesn’t? but with you, well, for lack of better term, you’re crazy. You’re a crazy b****. It might be severe depression or something like that, but you are very destructive and damaging to people who don’t deserve it, it might even be the person most important to you, but it’s almost sadistic. You basically murder someone on the inside, and then wonder what the f*** you’ve done. You really like drama. Heavy drama. S*** that kills people on the inside. OR just as bad, you sit back, have a laugh and enjoy it with all your girfriends. Maybe you are a feminist SJW type like your friend on the radio, I think you are, and that’s not cool to me either. And then you;ll settle down in a life with someone, who lets be honest, is not as good as I am, but thats alright…… because some women, like you for example, are not with people based on “love”. It’s a lot of things, but one thing it is not is “love”. Thats the way women work. But it’s like they choose this path that lacks the best thing in a relationship, and they get all these things, they get the house and the cars and the kids, and the dog, and their looking over at the one thing, the most important thing that they walked away from, or in your case tried to kill on the inside, and you’ll never replace it. The most important thing. Part of you still wants it.

But yeah. This is all you’re doing, all of it but in all honesty, I am way out of it. The only emotions I feel for you, and I don’t even want to feel that is anger and hatred. Especially if we haven’t spoken in 15 years and it’s still biting me in the a**. I hate it when that s*** gets stired up. You are volatile and extremely dangerous. That’s not cool either, thats not in a good way, it’s not a “bad a**” (s*****) pop song. You are crazy b**** dangerous. Years after and you that “relationship” still hits me in a negative way that I don’t desereve. I think about how this girl went from being super nice sweet and caring she won me over too, stepping in front of my path to stand in front of me and look me in the eyes (as it should be, I am a catch in every way), telling me my haircut was cute, was suddenly literally crushing me every time I saw her, WOULD NOT EVEN speak to me, no hi, no bye, and I did not know what the f*** I did to deserve it, and it really was hurting me, and I come to find out it’s linked to you? This is not a game to me. We both know the truth. I’m not playing games here, I am really f****** truly angry at this s***. I’m tired of it, you need to live and enjoy the life you chose, the path you chose, and leave certain things behind you. And be honest. I will do my best to protect what I find, I have been, but I need to be much more carefull with things too, I know. You got lucky with that one though. I know a few of those at all times. You really did get lucky, and you know it too 🙂 You keep that in mind and it will never be you, again 🙂 and I seriously better never feel you again.