i have you Ha(te)(Lo)ve no i dont have you... its ironic because when you mix the words hate and love you get HAVE. and love/hate is exactly what you get

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i have you Ha(te)(Lo)ve

no i dont have you… its ironic because when you mix the words hate and love you get HAVE.
and love/hate is exactly what you get when you dont have someone.
i love you as a person
and i f****** HATE your guts.
every little thing about you i see in myself or its something that I cant do and it f****** DISGUSTS me.
i act nice and tell you im happy that you’re happy and pretend everythings good
but deep down I want to make you feel like NOTHING inside. like a shell of the deeply disturbed p************ you are.
i’m so happy that you moved and they took the dog that you love away from you. GOD that just tickled my f****** fancy.
every time we’re on the phone i want to pick you apart flaw by flaw and rip you an a****** that hasn’t already been ripped by that new fuckass you call a boyfriend. i can’t do it though. why? because i’m a big f****** p****. and im afraid you’ll make me feel like s*** because I know im a god damned loser too, moreso than you are. for some idiotic reason i want to keep you around because even though i know its not going to happen, and even though i f****** hate you, i f****** want you just as bad.
the answer is YES, i DO think you’re a s***, even though i said otherwise.
NO, im NOT happy that you’re HAPPY, even though i said otherwise.
I wish you were as f****** miserable as I am. FenC.

New Confession

Last week my aunty Vivian visited. I love netlike my own mom. How about a bath before lunch? She asked? Sure I said . I’ma 13 yr old girl but aunty does a “special” bath . Sometimes my mommy is in the room and sometimes Billy my step brother. O just close my eyes and enjoy. She fills the hot tub and I get in. Here sweetie. Sit on this soft seat. It only left my Fanny in a little water. She started at my feet. She knew I was ticklish and went slowly teeen each toe. Since my legs were spread open she slipped her soapy hands up my thighs to cup my peepee. Have to per sweetie? No aunty. Back to my feet. I loved her soapy hands on my feet. My peeee got all tingly. I dawmy little t****** n****** getting stiff snd rubbed my palms over my breasts. Your toes marking your. Peepee tingle a little? I’m hummed I said. Take a deep breath and hold it. I did so. Hrrr soapy hands on my slid up my leg, scratched my thigh a little, slid onto my peepee and quickly plunged up into my peepee hole. The hot hard pain speared my brain. Oooooowwweewwe I yelled.i lookkedddoen to see blood in the water. Auntys finger was deep inside my peepee hole. She was moving her finger in and out and out. O more pain. She them washed my t******, my Fanny, and I stood to dry. She held me close and whispered to me. Now your peepee is worth gold seeetie. Lots of gold.

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