Hello im 24 ..I met a girl at my 17 and I really liked her…I once proposed her but she said she consider me only as a friend and probably she thought like I’m very boring.because I never had fun during school I didn’t ever tried drinking or smoking until now…Because even now i don’t have very much real friends to talk open..I want to forget her.because i can’t get her.. .she has good position in her life and I’m at low stage of my life.things really dragging me down..I feel i failed to be a son of my parents dreams..I’m failing to give them amazing life..I wanted to be a singer or music producer..I like making tunes in fl studio.I need motivation from someone… .thank you for listening to my tragic story hehe. 😊
