letting go of crazy people playing crazy games.

Posted On Friday, August 16, 2013

I am giving up on all this internet stuff shortly.

I feel like I am getting no where with it.

I have no friends and no future.

I never really had any friends

I have never had a boyfriend.

I am starting to feel like its all a waste of time

I can’t trust anyone.

I can’t trust that guy david because the filipenos are against me, and trying to cuz trouble. they are just playing some game to hurt me. so I am going to stop bothering about him and look to someone else for help and love. they are trying to make a play for davido themselves and I am not interested in my sisters ex husband anyway. they are trying to use that association of davido and my sisters ex by the same name against me, my sister is happily married to her filipeno husband but these people are trying to cause more trouble. I can’t win against them they are too powerful for me. I don’t think that is funny if my sister has been playing games on me.. she gets all the men and I get none.

I don’t really care about johnny any more. too old and the model that looked like him is too old now as well. I care but too much time has past for anything romantic unless it just accidently happens and I can’t see that happening. I don’t care about anything that is not right with me now giving all I need. I should not have to share any man with my relatives. the man who raped me was a relative r*** plot… those sick fuckers I will never go near ever again.

I have picked up that davido does not like me.
I can’t see any man liking me now I am too old for that sort of thing now.

I feel like all hope has gone.

I need some time out to think about a lot of things.

I HATE FILIPENO FUCKERS. THEY ARE MENTAL CONTROL FREAK DOGS AND MOST OF THE MEN ARE NOT ATTRACTIVE TO ME.

THEY WANTED RICKY WHEN I LIKED RICKY… THEY HAVE KIDS CALLED RICKOLINE, RICKO, RICKADONNA AND RICKAMORTUS OR WHATEVER..THEN THEY STARTED ON WILLIAM (WHEN THEY KNEW ALL ALONE I REALLY LOVED THIS GUY AND TOOK HIM FROM ME THAT BROKE MY HEART- LIKE YOU DON’T HAVE 7 OR 9 ORGASMS THINKING ABOUT A GUY WITHOUT FEELING SOME LOVE OR EXCITMENT) THEN THEY TRIED IT WITH . I WAS OFFENDED BY THE SPASTICS NOW THEY ARE TRYING IT AGAIN WITH DAVIDO … THEY ALWAYS WIN AND I JUST GIVE UP.

DIRTY F****** ANIMAL FILIPENOS.

I DON’T GIVE A SHOVE ON THIS EARTH ABOUT BOWIE OR HIS MONGREL KIDS.. HE IS A COMPLETE RETARD USER.

I hate old farts

and William like all those ro yals have lost their attractiveness.