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i can’t breathe sometimes i feel down and unable to give out something greater than what i can. i try my best to be someone i’m not i guess, but really who am i? a simple question i can’t answer… or is it? all i need is a break, i want to be alone, away from the stress at work and crap ppl complain about. you have to be there for everyone, support them, or even care for them, but who’s there for you? it’s a one man game i feel sometimes. pressures from all sides, can’t take it anymore…. i always wanna fix every little detail about myself, even though i’ve always been confident one little detail ruins it all, can’t i be done with it already? i’m not half way there i’m 75% almost there and still it’s not enough . . . even though u say i don’t give a sh** what ppl say it’s not true, you have that little tiny bitty feeling where they mean a lot and really get to that nerve of yours. i guess this is what life is, and the older you get, the more downfalls you encounter but if we weren’t strong enough to stand up tall and raise my head up high for the world………….

New Confession

The sun had barely risen when Artemis and Diana boarded the train with Usagi and Chibiusa. The field trip to the countryside was supposed to be a bonding experience—a time for laughter, exploration, and simple joys.

Artemis watched Diana chase butterflies in the tall grass, her laughter a bell in the wind. For once, everything felt… perfect.

Back in Tokyo, Luna sat at the window, watching the world move on without her. She’d offered to stay behind—someone had to keep an eye on things. But now, the silence in the house echoed. Artemis hadn’t even looked back when he left. He trusted her. Maybe too much.

The silence was broken that evening.

A tomcat with smoky fur and ember eyes slinked through the alley. He looked at her like he knew all her secrets—and wanted to uncover more. She told herself it was harmless. Just talk. Just company.

But the loneliness in her chest howled louder than her reason.

It happened once.

Then twice.

Then she lost count.

The toms came and went like shadows in the night. She told herself she was still in control. That Artemis would understand. That it didn’t mean anything.

But one day, Luna couldn’t get up.

Her body ached. Her mouth was dry. Her reflection was a stranger—eyes sunken, fur matted. When Artemis returned, the scent of another tom still lingered faintly in the air.

He didn’t say a word. He saw her curled on the rug, trembling, and simply called for Usagi.

The vet’s diagnosis was swift, clinical, cold.

Feline STD.

The words hung in the air like a storm cloud.

Usagi sobbed in the waiting room. Artemis stood rigid, as if struck by lightning. Diana didn’t understand why Papa’s voice cracked when he asked, “How could you?”

Luna couldn’t meet his eyes.

“I was lonely,” she rasped. “I thought you’d forgotten me.”

His silence was more brutal than any scream. He turned to leave.

“Don’t take Diana—please…”

“She’s my daughter,” Artemis said without looking back. “She doesn’t need to learn betrayal this young.”

The door clicked shut behind him.

Days turned into weeks.

No more toms came. The city seemed to have forgotten her. Only Usagi remained—gentle, loyal, brushing her fur and humming lullabies that once comforted the whole family.

Luna took her medicine. She learned to live with her illness. But nothing dulled the ache.

She passed Diana once in the park. The kitten looked up, confused, but Artemis turned her gently away.

They didn’t speak.

And so Luna lived on—not in redemption, but in reckoning.

Every night she looked at the moon, her namesake, and wondered how something so bright could feel so far away.

The story was generated by an AI software, according to my imagination.

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